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the fucking soap queen just waltzed in the door...YIPPEEE. her mere presence makes my blood sizzle. i just want to punch her in the face repeatedly. ive never really liked her, but shes been disrespectful to people who matter to me, so although shes never directly insulted or disrespected me, shes done enough.


it just keeps getting worse lately and its starting to bother me. i've been able to deal with my anger issues for the past few years but something about her irks me and i feel like if she continues coming here, someday soon im just going to go fucking haywire and really loose it, my wrath being directed towards the queen herself.

it worries me. i feel myself slipping.

worried im going to start getting angry again. saying mean things and being violent.